Life is sad, sad is good.

Updates + upcoming events

2008-07-20T19:07:00.006+08:00

Broke one of my Transformers toys yesterday. Damn sad. Anyways, this is wats gonna happen in the next few weeks:

Convo on the 22nd of July. (WooOOoOoooHoooOooo!)
HI exam on the 24th. (study, study..... ZZZzzz...)
NBS Convo Ball on the 27th. (WooOooOooOooHooOOoOoo!)
M9 exam on the 28th. (more studying..... ZZZZZzzzzzz...)
First day of work on the 5th of Aug. (ZZZZzzZZZzzzzZZZzzzzzz....)

My TFs Animated toys

2008-07-01T02:38:00.007+08:00

Its been a long long while since my last post. Been looking for job for 1 month plus now..... other than that i am basically jus slacking around. Just wanna post a few pics of the TFA toys i got so far. Firstly......

MEGATRON!!!!

Its my newest toy, jus got it a few hours ago. Its, by far, my fav among all the TFs toys i own so far. This figure is jus freaking awesome! Next......

Lockdown

I got it because its the tallest deluxe class toy ever! Even taller than some voyager size toys. He is also quite a cool character in the show. And lastly......

Prowl

He is very cool in the show. Thats y i bought it.

Well, thats it for now.

Still job hunting = No job yet = No money = Can't buy more stuff

Which TFs character am I??

2007-11-01T17:45:00.001+08:00

Which Transformers character Are You?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Hotrod

You are Hotrod!

Often too bold at approaching situations, tending to jump in head first, ask questions later. You always seem to manage to keep your cool even in the toughest of situations. Responsibility is not something you enjoy. One day you will reach your full potential but for now you are just happy to sit back and relax.

Hotrod

81%

Bumblebee

69%

Starscream

56%

Optimus Prime

56%

Soundwave

44%

Omega Supreme

44%

Kup

38%

Galvatron

31%

My TFs collection.

2007-10-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

These are the other Transformers that I own. Hope one day my collection will match Marcus'.

But first, I need a bigger cupboard.

Transformers: WoOoHooO

2007-10-02T02:31:00.000+08:00

Basically it's just me playing with my Tranformers toys. Haha. I was super impressed and inspired by my friend, Marcus's Transformers web comic ( http://transformerslegacy.blogspot.com/ ) and I have decided to do something of my own with my Transformers. So this is how it goes.....

One day in my living room.....

Tidal Wave (TW): Hey boss Megatron, you are the leader of the Decepticons but why are you so short?
Megatron (M): WTF?! How dare you say that kind of stuff!! I dare you to say it again!!

TW: Why are you so short? Why are you so short? Why are you so short? Why are you so short?

M: Ta Ma De!!! I am gonna eat you up!!!
TW: Oops.... joking only ma.....

M: *Munch* *Munch*
TW: ARGHHHH! Spare me!!! ARGHHHH.... NOOOOoooooo....... *silence*
M: *Munch* Munch*

M: *blurp*.... Hahaha.... No one dares to mess with me!! I am the biggest bad ass in the universe!! .....eh... alamak... my stomach dun feel so good.....

M's stomach: grrrrrrrrr.....

M: Shit... I am feeling damn sick.... Oh no! What's happening!? ARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!

Megatron became HEAVY-WEIGHT Megatron.

M: Damn! I feel overweight.... er... DUH....

THE END

If you find the story stupid or lame, well, that your problem not mine.

A fact about girls.

2007-09-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

When a girl approaches you about a problem that she has, she is not looking for solutions most of the time. She is just trying to find someone to comfort her.

It's true. Damn true.

Another Transformer to my (small) collection!

2007-09-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

I just got a new Transfomer from my dear!!

She tricked me by saying that she was feeling emo and all and wanna meet up for a short while. Then she surprised me with this:

Love it! The 3 main reasons why i loved it are as follow:

It is a Tranformer.

It is HUGE!!

It is from my dear.

Some ppl should just mind their own biz...

2007-09-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when it is really nothing, some bitches can make it into something serious and affect a lot of ppl...

Relaxing indeed.

2007-07-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

Can't believe 2 weeks ago i was still stuck in stupid DBS tower 1 for my dreaded PA and now i am just slacking in front of the computer. Yesterday i went for a jog, sleep, watched Harry Porter, played poker and had more sleeps. Damn shiok!!

Went for NBS FOC last week. 3rd NBS FOC that i have been to... feeling is just so different. Still can recall the times when i was a freshie and now i am a 'Grand-senior'. Being the most Lao-Jiao ppl around doesn't mean you will get the respect though, as the little girls and boys conveniently addressed me as 'Tattoo boy' or 'Crocs boy' during the camp. Damn freaking not being appreciated man. But well, i am forgiving enough not to bear any grudges la. Guess being called names are part of the fun la, and i also had my fair share of name calling (its like my forte la).

Just like past year the freshies are all very ons abt OG outings right after the camp. Not bad that they bothered to jio 'old' ppl lik me.

Hall FOC next week and sch starts after which. Can't wait for sch to start. After i completed my PA, i realised how super great going to sch is. Gonna treasure my last yr in NTU.

Will post some pics of the FOCs after i got my hands on them. (but usually i am too lazy to post.... oh well... heck la!)

For You.

2007-07-13T11:56:00.000+08:00

This post is for a special someone. You know who you are.

I had been stupid then. Made some mistakes. Letting you go. Not keeping my words.

You are the only one that I treasured, the only one that has a place in my heart. It has always been this way. Even when I got myself attached with another gal, the one that I think of is you. I nv have feelings for her, it was another mistake.

Things happened, we can do nothing about it now. But i believe we can make it, no matter how hard it seems.

This post is for you. Nothing too special. Just some words that i kept in my heart.

PA is over!!!!

2007-07-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

8 freaking weeks had passed and I finally made it thru PA. Over! Done!
No more waking up at 6.45am!
No more stupid DBS tower 1!
No more being a cheap labor!
No more dreading of the stupid work everyday!!!!! (for one more year that is.)
WoooOOOOoooHooOOOoOOooo!!!!!! Damn shiok!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn shag!!!

2007-06-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

PA is really damn tiring. So monotonous everyday. Let's elaborate abit more:

8.30am - Look forward to 12.45pm (Lunch)
1.45pm - Look forward to 6.15pm (Knock off)

Monday - Look forward to Wednesday (mid-week)
Wednesday - Look forward to Friday (can spend time with my baby over the weekends)
Friday - Hope weekends will not end.

See, its been 3 weeks plus and the sian feeling is still there..... hai~~~ 4+ weeks left!!
WooOOOoOoooHooOOoOOooo!!!!

Call me Ka Leong "Dirt" Yeung.

2007-05-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

Feeling lik a piece of dirt now.

Currently there are alot of things that make me feel this way. Where is the confident me?? My self esteem used to be sky high.... Now its at a all-time low.

Maxium effort but potential zero return and high possibility of many many criticisms.

Life ROCKS to the SuPRemEEeeeee!!!!

(and attachment is not helping at all....)

PA so far...

2007-05-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

4 days gone.
36 working days left.
Damn cold and dry office.
Very little sleep.
Seems to have super alot of work when comparing with other ppl.
Feeling very tired.
Sit in front of the computer for about 9 hours daily.
Awaiting for my 1st pay day. (700 bucks...)
Looking for my 1st weekend.... now is thursday night.
TGIF tmr.

What unhappiness can do to you

2007-04-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

I just weighted myself..... and i lost around 3kg.

Damn shitty man.

Very Important

2007-04-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

Do not make any mistakes. Some of them can affect you for life.

Pathetic

2007-04-02T12:17:00.000+08:00

People who blog about how they feel and how life sucks are pathetic.

I personify the word pathetic.

Nightmare

2007-04-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

Why am i writing this even when i know that u will read it? Maybe it is just a way to vent my frustration.

You were implying that i do not have a heart. I really hope that i don't. Then it won't be hurting so much now. It is the first time i am feeling this way. The very first time getting really hurt. I have nv seen this side of myself, i didn't know this side of me existed.

You said that many people cared, but whats important is that i don't care abt them. I only cared abt you.

All these are driving me crazy. I can't fucking get all the images out of my head. 2 years.... alot had happened, and i can only blame myself.

I don't even have the right to feel angry. I am really hopeless.

I pray for this nightmare to end. I pray for someone who can show me the lights.

But for the time being..... just let me suffer in silence.

Fav song for the moment - Love Story

2007-03-31T01:50:00.000+08:00

作词:f.i.r阿沁
作曲:f.i.r阿沁
编曲:terence teo

爱的故事有很多
你一定听过
她们说
最美的爱情像湖泊
美的忍不住停留
而任性的风
吹过了
却飘下一片片叶落
放开手往北方走
留下伤心的树独自忍受
你离开我连一句话都不说
只默默看着今晚天空星光闪烁
看今夜的流星
划过了天际
笑我的心
我无法再冷静
请你要倾听
你是我的唯一
我不愿去相信
我们之间
隔着海洋的距离
我的爱
已融化在空气里

What i world we are living in.

2007-03-29T11:24:00.000+08:00

We are living in a world of betrayal, pain and confusion.

True & pure love? What a joke.

Life sucks. Period.

2007-03-29T10:19:00.000+08:00

The feeling was so familiar, yet things are so different. Things that was complicated to start with got even more complicated. I regret what i did. I really wish that i can turn back time.

Why can't i be the care-free me again? Guess i am not that strong after all.

Some people called themselves your friends, but they are just waiting for the chance to take advantage of the situation.

Who can i trust? To be honest i do not trust anyone now. Not even myself. What was so clear at this moment, may not be the case a moment later. How can i expect you to believe me? When i myself is having doubts.

I want to find my confident self again, I didn't even realise it left. But who am i to blame anyone? It was my mistake at the very beginning.

I am really very affected by it. I can't get this image out of my head. It is not a good feeling.... and i really hate to feel this way.

Dear Cig

2007-03-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

We started out as strangers.

Then you became my brother.

Now I am your slave.

For your info

2007-03-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine got rejected as a blood doner because his pulse rate was too high.

I got 3 NOs

2007-03-10T03:07:00.000+08:00

No life...

No goals...

No money...

Enough said.

空虚

2007-03-09T18:53:00.000+08:00

University life has caused me to lose many things...

I have lost my life...
I have lost my time...
I have even lost my health...

The many activities i have may seems to make my life very interesting and colourful... but thats just on the surface.
At the end of the day, deep down inside, I am just an empty shell...

Krabi Krabi!

2007-03-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

What an adventurous trip we had!

Some of the highlights:
1, Searching for our accomadation Very Very Very last min!(after we reach Krabi actually)
2, Snokeling, going to different island doing random craps.
3, White water rafting, elephant ride and an emo Jimmy.
4, Renting motorbikes.
5, Jimmy nearly died with his 1st attempt to start the bike.
6, Junwei ramping his bike into a road sign.
7, Shopping for 'Same Same' and 'Chaps'.
8, Top speed of 100km/hr bike ride.
9, Some kukus making some wrong turns and making the rest worry for nothing.
10, Angry ang mor.
11, Countless 'sad' meals.
12, Paying freaking 5700 bahts for the 'wrecked' bike of Junwei.

Back to reality again with projs and work now that i am back.... hai~~
EMO Emo emo!!!!!

Tragedy

2007-02-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

I am starting to feel that i am a jinx...

Life sucks....

Why?

2007-02-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

Why am I not sad at all?

Are all these really so unimportant to me?

Unisus at HO 2007

2007-01-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

U-N-I-S-U-S! Unisus LET'S GO!!!!

2007-01-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

Unisus totally rocked HO 2007!!! Unisus was great! Stunts were great! Mascot was great! Supporters were SUPERB!!!!! Aiya.... HALL 1 is just OUT OF THIS WORLD la!!!!

WooOOoOOoooHooOOoOOoooo!!!!!

2nd place overall. All the hard work and late training nights paid off in the end!! Let's go for GOLD next year!!! Let's go! Let's go! Let's GO!!!!!!

Busy Busy Busy...

2007-01-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

Super busy with school and hall stuffs. Lazy to blog.... Guess i will just post some pics.

ZoukOut 2006

23rd Bday

2 of the highlights for the holidays. Thats about it for now.... gonna get some rest before cheerleading practise later.... *shagged out*

Results!!!

2006-12-29T02:06:00.000+08:00

Freaking lousy grages i got this sem.... hai~~~~
Was super sad for a while but well well... what to do... too lazy and slacking lead to shitty results.

MUST WORK HARDER NEXT SEM!!!! (but i say that every sem.... hai~~~ shit...)

Festive Season!!

2006-12-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

Had a great bday celebration with my Hall 1 homies!! A big thank you for all who wished me a happy bday. Christmas was a lazy one though... but still enjoyable nonetheless.

Looking forward to NEW YEAR!!! WooOOOoooOooHooOOooOooo!!!!

Pics of my 23rd bday will be posted soon!

Holiday so far

2006-12-13T17:51:00.001+08:00

This holiday is damn freaking busy!

IH, cheerleading, Hall production, JCRC.... even busier than exam periods and school terms.
Currently still having sore shoulders and tired arms from yesterday's cheerleading... and there will be cheerleading again in about 2 hours time!

Super shagged to the global maximum!!!!

If only i can play lik this when i was young!!

2006-11-25T00:17:00.001+08:00

SAEB - The Arabic Ronaldinho From Faradis Village - video powered by Metacafe

Exams over lo!

2006-11-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

Exams just ended for me. I am one of the first to finish my exams (again!!!! Waahahhaha!!). Shiok!!! 3 sems gone, 3 sems to go before i graduate.... seems very fast.... Don't really wanna graduate so fast ( doesn't mean i wanna fail my subjects la!).

I am glad that exams are over, but kind of feel empty now. Do not really have anything to look forward to at the moment. Hai~~ Some more holiday will be packed with JCRC stuffs...
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At the moment, i will enjoy myself by looking at other people mug!! WooOOooOOooHOOOoooOOoo!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disappearing entry...

2006-11-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

For some reasons one of my recent entries disappeared... hmmm... Weird shit.

Sick...

2006-11-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

Falling sick sucks.... Falling sick when exams are coming sucks even more...

Falling sick makes me feel very lonely...
Wonder if at this very moment i disappear, who will truely care and miss me...
Maybe what she said was right, I can't find anyone who will love me as much in this world anymore.

Anyone care to show some love to this sick boy here?

It is the time of the year again...

2006-10-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

I really miss those people who were once important parts of my life.....

Just yesterday, I saw this family of 6 dinning at Pizza Hut. The 2 parents, 2 kids, the grandma and the aunt. It was just a simple meal. Everyone was just enjoying their food. There were casual conversations here and there. This type of setting may seems normal to many people but it is something that I truely miss and something that I do not have for a very long time. I remember how I used to envy my friends who have good relationship with their families. I guess all I can do now is to wonder about the many "what if?"s.

After Oct it will be Nov.
Nov is a sad sad month.....

CHEEeeeeRRrrrrs!!!!!

2006-10-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

Recent me

2006-10-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

I am recently busy with:

HPC meetings
JCRC meetings
Project meetings
Many many meetings with SAO

Guess you can see how interesting my life is!!!

25th JCRC Photoshoot

2006-10-04T19:31:00.000+08:00

I must say that this year's shoot was very fun as we tried to have 2 themes, formal and gothic. In particular, the gothic part was very interesting as we experimented with the different accessaries and make-up.

I shall let the pictures do the talking.....

The formal(not very formal for some)

The gothic!!!!

I think the photos are really nice. A HUGE thank you to Joy for lending us her help!!!

Reminiscing

2006-10-02T04:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you will just think of things that happened in the past. It makes you realise how time has ticked by. It causes you to wonder. It leaves you feeling very confused.

To leave no regrets behind - easier said than done.

The Ocean is SO So so beautiful!!

2006-10-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

Here are some pics to proof it.

Photos from diving trip

2006-09-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

SooOOOoOOoooo totally enjoyed myself there!!!!
WoooOOOooOoooHooOOOoOoOooo!!!!

Things that i miss right now

2006-09-27T16:38:00.000+08:00

The cool sea breeze

The ocean

The clear blue sky

Being care-free

Diving (just a small point to add)

2006-09-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

For those who said that aiming to get a tan from a diving trip is stupid, wait for the photos to be posted or wait till you see me..... then we will know who is dumb!!!! WaHaHAhahaaaaa!!!!

Diving!!! (Pulau Dayang, 22nd Sep - 25th Sep)

2006-09-26T12:51:00.000+08:00

Got back from my Open Water Diver Course yesterday evening and i must say i did not waste every single cents i paid for the trip!!

We set off on friday evening and i was a bit sian abt the trip as it was after a long school day. The travelling sucks big time as we went by bus at first and change to boat after that. We spent abt 4 freaking hours on EACH vehicle which summed up to about 8 hours of travelling time!!! Not to mention it was in the middle of the nite. However, the 4 of us on the same bus (Eug, Zx, Jeremy & myself) were able to talk cock all the way for the bus trip. For the boat trip, thanks to Perry, one of the instructors, we talked MORE cock!!!!

Most of the guys spent their first night sleeping, but i chose to stay up and talk cock (...again). Perry and Isaac were there to share some of their diving experience and the sight of the ocean in the morning is breath-taking. Then on, its dive, eat, sleep for two days. I did a total of 5 dives for this trip and everyone of them were a different experience for me. On Saturday, my group did 2 dives. The first dive, i was very fansinated by the world under water. Seasoned divers may not consider it a great site with lots of stuff but for my first dive, i was satisfied. fun tat it may be, diving is actually very tiring. By the second dive of the day, i was already shagged out. During the theory lessons they said that your brain cant work normally under water. Its was during my second dive tat i understand it. I was required to perform a skill. The initial part was ok, but for the return part, i signalled 'OK' to my buddy and the next thing i noe i was on the surface of the water. Couldn't decent after tat. My friend discribed to me how i dissappeared so fast later after the dive and its rather funny. Guess the lack of sleep sat in too.

On Sunday, our group did a total of 4 dives. However, the 4 slackers (Eug, Zx, Jer, Me) chose to skip it so that we can sleep more. Haha.... Regreted a little but i tink we need the sleep la (esp for me). The first dive of the day was good, nice swim underwater as we start to get the hang of diving. Feeding the fish, doing somersaults in water, everything was sooooo beautiful. On to the second dive. We went the deepest in this dive but all we saw was jelly fish. They are nice but getting stung by them is definitely not fun..... and i can tell you its not just one or two but a whole army down there!!! Last dive of the trip was the best dive. Saw a turtle swam past just in front of me was damn cool. The corals were also the best that i have seen for the whole trip.

The last nite was all about mingling will the other divers and telling each other stories about their own experience from the trip. Alcohol was a MUST. Then came Monday morning, and we were all packed up and ready to go home, which meant another 8+ hours of travelling which was a killer again.

All in all , its really a great trip. Starting to miss the trip already as i have to come back and face all the work i have in hand. I shall post the shit load of pics we took for the trip soon.

For all guys out there!!!!

2006-09-13T12:19:00.000+08:00

Some random pictures

2006-09-13T12:11:00.000+08:00

For Gerald

2006-09-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

He is a great guy.... well built, well spoken, handsome and all.... oh yes! He can do amazingly great number of CHEST presses with extremely heavy weights too....

BUT....

HE LOST TO ME IN CHINESE CHESS!!!

Fated

2006-09-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

Us = Minorities
Briefing/Interact sessions = Procedures
Considerations = More time wasting
Fate = Sealed....

Relieved...

2006-09-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

Results of voting were out last nite... after more than 3 long hours of wait that is....
So here you have it, i am elected!!! My vote was 30.1% of total eiligible voting residents in Hall 1 and i needed 30% to be elected. What a close shave man.... phew~~~ A great sigh of relief there.
Some of the other results were quite predictable but some were actually pretty close. There was also a couple of surprises (in my opinion).
Overall i am really glad that all the running thing have ended. Believe that this com can be a great one. Now all i can expect is for lots and lots of work to come pouring on me!

JiaYouzzz to myself!!!!

25th JCRC Election Rally

2006-08-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

Last nite was the rally for the coming election. It was very different from the rally we had last year. This year there are 26 candidates running for 16 positions, which means that most of the positions are contested. It made things very very interesting i must say.

I dunno if its a good thing or a bad thing to see some graduated seniors to come back for this year's rally. Some of the questions the audiences asked were phrased in a rather harsh manner i must say. Some of the candidates did a good job and handled the situation well, while others did not raise up to the occasion.

For me, i am running for the post of president. Though i have got no opponents running against me, its only normal for me to kanna the most questions. And i DID kanna bombarded quite bad!!! To be honest, i din understand some of the questions targeted to me and i really dunno wat were the answers they were looking for. Overall i think i did ok as i did not freeze or seem intimidated (i hope...). Must admit tat some of my answers to their questions were abit ambiguous but i was trying hard to stay composed and calm so hope the hall people won't blame me.

The voting will take place in abt an hour time. Hopefully, nothing unexpected happens. If any hall ppl are reading this, pls go down to Canteen 1 between 6-11pm to vote for me!!! Thanks!!!

25th JCRC nomination

2006-08-23T02:38:00.000+08:00

Suddenly alot of ppl wanna run for JCRC. Nearly all the posts have competition. Last year no competition at all, this year freaking different. Hai... starting to feel stress about being Hall 1 prez....

As the saying goes, 'expect the unexpected'. Who knows what unforseen thing will happen next...

MUST READ!!!!!

2006-08-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

Taken from a friend's blog:

In response to the August 8, 2006 issue of Nanyang Chronicle's article "Mission accomplished; Prof Koh steps down". The article can be found here.

I feel that the article is mostly a clever play on words. Nothing in the article is technically wrong or factually inaccurate - but what it is actually saying is a different matter altogether.

To begin with, the so-called "first step". In all my time in NTU, I cannot honestly remember "a survey of students involving the NTU administration to understand what went through the minds of [the] students". In fact, I cannot find someone who can honestly say that he or she remembers such a survey being done. To me, that suggests that the survey was either done without much effort, or that the survey was so badly designed as to exclude large demographics of the student population. Me, a single student, not remembering such a survey is not a bad thing. Not being able to find someone who does reflects a rather gross flaw in the survey.

From my personal experience, Prof Koh is rather rude, overbearing, and sarcastic when she replies to emails with queries. This is, of course, my own personal experience, but you must understand how it clouds my perspective of the "personally replied students' e-mails" aspect. If the notion of "treating students as our customers" was really in effect, I would hardly think that you would be rude, overbearing, and sarcastic to your customers.

I really, really fail to see how the "renovation of Canteen A" has any incredibly significant bearing on student matters. Yes, it would be nice to renovate it. But surely that money we pay (from the fee hikes, no less) would be better spent by increasing the shuttle bus budget so that we can have higher shuttle bus frequency? I don't fault the setting up of the Student Counselling Centre or the Student Activity Center, but seriously, if the "renovation of Canteen A" is one of the major accomplishments in a tenure of the Dean of Students... to me it seems either there were so few accomplishments to list that the "renovation of Canteen A" was one of them, or that the disconnect between the Dean of Students and the ACTUAL students is so great as to be under the impression that the "renovation of Canteen A" would greatly benefit the student population.

The HAS/PAS issue. Let's get the first issue straight. I can think of no other example in the real world where an existing, functioning (not necessarily perfect) system is forcibly removed without having prepared another functioning system to replace it. This is what has happened. The PAS was removed BEFORE the HAS was completed. To me, it seems like the issue was forced. Change for the sake of change. Would you throw away your only chair BEFORE you buy a new one? Would you demolish your house BEFORE you build a new one? I cannot see the rationale behind this ridiculous decision. To me, it shows a very poor grasp of management skills.

Secondly, the immense delays in the HAS system. As of the HAS forum day, there was only a skeleton (insofar as we were told). Six months of work has produced that. Honestly, I believe if you gave the task to any of the school's main committees, they would come up with a more solid system rather than just a skeleton. There are two ways to go from here.

If you want to claim credit for the HAS system and keep repeating the fact that you are the head, then take responsibility for the fact that frankly, you have done a very poor job of coming up with the HAS, bordering on either laziness, procrastination, or several other reasons I shall not mention.

If you will not accept the responsibility that you have done a poor job leading the HAS, then it would also follow that you stop claiming credit for implementing the HAS and stating you are the head of the HAS committee. You can't have the best of both worlds.

Also, critising and scrapping the PAS is easy. Anyone can critique a system. Coming up with a new, workable, superior HAS system is difficult. All that I have see you do is to scrap the PAS system (the easy job). As for coming up with the HAS system (the difficult job), it seems rather convenient that this difficult job only came at the end of your tenure of as Dean of Students. In army terms, this would affectionately be known as "taichi".

I refute the "HAS would have taken much less time to complete" sentence. It is not completed. And if all that you can show from three years of doing surveys I have never heard of is a SKELETON of a system, with no details in place... I have to say that no lecturer of mine would ever accept such shoddy homework after giving me a three year deadline. I say it now, there is very little to show from the much vaunted "three years" of work. If the HAS working committee, under your supervision, has come up with a perfectly detailed system in the vein of the Points Award Scheme book we get each year, then I applaud your committee. If not, well, like I say. Shoddy work.

Student apathy and the HAS forum. Barring the fact that very short notice was given before the forum; excluding the fact that it was a very short forum; ignoring the fact that students perhaps would have lessons during that very short window of time you deigned to come for the forum; and not considering the fact that it was rather close to the exam period and expecting students to compromise on their academics when it seems that you would not make a similar sacrifice - well, yes, the turn up was bad. I can't deny that. I can see an immense amount of reluctance in having the HAS forum, and if you can show this kind of attitude to students, I don't blame students for their apathy either.

I must say that claiming "it's practically impossible though to consult all except through online surveys and forums which students notoriously ignore" is either thorough laziness, incompetency, procrastionation and/or apathy. What it effectively amounts to saying is that you have tried these survey methods but they do not work. Then find one that does and stop blaming the methods. You claim we are your customers. If a certain survey medium does not work with your customers, will you just tell your boss the methods don't work, sorry I can't get feedback? I would think in the real world, with real customers, your boss would tell you to find a method that works instead of giving excuses that current methods do not work. Nobody would keep on using the same method, knowing it doesn't work, unless they couldn't be bothered.

"More have to speak up". Well, at the HAS forum I must say I heard more than a fair share of passionate speeches giving feedback about the HAS. Were any of those taken into consideration? Come to think of it, I don't recall seeing anyone writing down any of the suggestions taken during the forum, which to me just goes to show how seriously you took the forum. Where was the promised second forum? Making a promise and not keeping it is a lie, plain and simple. No amount of word play will hide that. To me it seems feedback goes through this "pick and choose" filter. Feedback that is unpleasant or negative to you is mysteriously absent. Feedback that is pleasant and supports what you have done manages to reach your ear. However, I believe there is more feedback of the former kind than the latter, and thus you get very little feedback you hear. As I have pointed out, if you want feedback, the passionate speeches made at the HAS forum was more than enough example. It's not that students don't give feedback, it's that you don't want to hear it if it inconveniences you. We speak, but nobody wants to hear the unpleasant truth.

I am very disappointed in the former Dean of Students. Claiming credit where credit is due is fine with me. Claiming credit for things that are not beneficial... well that either means one is delusional, has a tremendous ego, has done very little but wishes to cover it up, and/or is trying to pretend to have done a good job.

I sincerely hope the new Dean of Students, Prof Loke, will truly be a Dean of Students, and I wish him all the best. I hope he does not follow in the shoes of his predecessor.

NBS pageant preview 2006 = SUCKS!!

2006-08-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

Just to name a few reasons why it sucks:

It was at some unknown place with a weird name...
The place wasn't a club to begin with...
It costed 15 MEGA bucks...
I am broke...
The free drink tasted like coke (suppose to have alcohol content)...
The whole preview lasted around 10 min...
Very few ppl form our OG went...
It wasn't even my batch's bash...

Well done to the NBS DnD com for making lots of money from freaking ppl lik me.
Suck thumb for ppl like me who were dumb enough to go.

P.S: The 15 bucks i paid to enter the freaking place were purely for friendship and support for the freshies. (salute to myself!)

Hardworking me!

2006-08-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

Have been rather busy since sch started, with hall stuff and sch works and all.

This sem i am a new KaLeong!! I did 3 tutorials already and its jus the 2nd week!!! For the record i think i did around 5 or 6 tutorials for my 1st yr all together.... So think you can really see the difference there. Shocked a few hall ppl when they walked past my room and see me studying.

For the beginning of the last 2 semesters, i always said to myself that i must work hard. But then it never happened. This time round, things are kind of different, i am really gonna be hardworking!!

Suddenlly feel so proud of myself!!!! HEHehe!

School start lo!!!

2006-08-08T10:55:00.000+08:00

NBS camp + BKK trip + hall camp has really shagged me out to the max man. But it kind of end my vacation on a high la. Not to forget the great freshies i got for both my hall and NBS camp.

For now, other then meeting up with new friends and og outings, its back to the books again. Freaking NTU keep changing the textbooks!!! Fucking hell, can't sell my old books.... Hopefully this sem i will work hard la.........

Summary of Bangkok trip

2006-07-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

Day 1

Touched down in BKK at 7+ pm thai time.
Check into hotel.
Went to RCA aiming to culb, but all clubs were close as its some special day about the king and no alcohol is allowed.
Bought Chivas from a mama shop though they were not suppose to. (WoOoHooo.... we broke the law!!! hehe)
Drinking session in hotel room.

Day 2

Visited Chatuchak, the weekend market.
Shopping....
Shopping....
Shopping....
Few of us went back hotel slack after that.
Clubbing at RCA at nite. It was great!!! Better than Sg clubs!!!

Day 3

Went to the famous 4-sided buddha where some of they prayed for watever they prayed for.
MBK for more shopping.....
Shopping....
Returned to hotel and went for a Thai massage. (clean one, just FYI)
Suan lum, the nite market, after that.
Had a nice dinner there.
Shopping.... again....
Drinking session in hotel for those "strong" ones.

Day 4

MBK again for.... guess wat... shopping!!!
Packed up left for airport around 4pm thai time.
Had KFC for dinner at the airport before boarding the plane.

There you go, our G-max BKK trip.

NBS FOC... the after math

2006-07-22T10:38:00.000+08:00

What can i say, NBS FOC rocks to the MAX man!!!! Castor freshies were really great! So blessed to have them.
Now FOC is over, i feel kind of sad. The camp only lasted 5 days but memories and friendship last forever. Really hope that the bonds we formed during the camp can last.

CASTOR ARE THE BEST!!!!!!
WooOOoOoooHooOOOoOOooOOoo!!!

NBS FOC is here!

2006-07-17T02:42:00.000+08:00

FOC will start at about 5 hours time!!

There will be non-stop fun, non-stop laughters, non-stop actions and many new friendships borned.

It will also mean that there will be very little sleep, very little rest and many shagged out bodies......

Current mood - Very excited
Current physical status - Seriouly in need of sleep to get prepared

Must wake at 6am... and now is already 2.45am.... Holly Jesus~~~

Freebies

2006-07-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

Who says there is no free stuff in this world?

Just to name a few things you get for free:

Beer (when u go for beer tasting)
Money (after you finish tasting the free beer)
Entries to clubs (on ladies' nights for the so-called "ladies")
Drinks (same as 3)
Hair cut (by trainee stylist which took nearly 3 hours to complete)
Friendship/love (true ones of course)
LBJ (for those who know wat it is, it dun cost u $$ to have a few LBJ, but it will definitely cost u some suan-ing!)

It is just great to have free stuff!! Free stuffs makes me wanna scream,

"HOLLY MOLLY!!"

They are the CHAMPIONS~~~

2006-07-10T11:05:00.000+08:00

So after more than a month of World Cup soccer, Italy emerged as the champions of World football!

Well... don't really like or hate them, but i must say that they were not a very fancied side at the beginning of the tournament. They have good players and their coach Lippi had done a fabulous job but i am still thinking that Argentina is the Champion and their lost to Germany in the quarters are all but a dream..... guess i am still dreaming.....

Personally i feel that Italy have played well and deserved to be the winner. Not an easy thing to win the World Cup for the 4th times. After Argentina went out and looking at the remaining teams, i am glad that Italy won, or rather i am glad that some team didn't win. In particular, Brazil. I feel that they really needed a wake up call. They need to realise that they are not as gd as they thought they are and learn to be humble. Great way to shut them up by knocking them out! Great job France!! Portugal is another team tat i am glad that they din win. Great job again to France!!! C.Ronaldo is jus too cocky and imagine him being a WC winner at such a young age! He will turn into a COCK!! Haha...

Before the match itself, was hoping for a France victory as Zidane is truely a great player and i would like to see him retire on a high. But his use of his great heading skill on an opponent's chest instead of on the ball has costed France the cup. When he was red-carded, you can kind of feel that the France players' morale was down. When it went to penalties, you could sense that some French dudes will put the ball wide or something, which they did. Bartez nv looked lik he could stop any spot-kicks. That's pretty much how the game was lost for France.

So there you have it....

Italy = 2006 World Champions
Argentina = Champions for life!!!!!

4 more years to the next World cup!! Let the countdown begins!!!! (duh....)

Zoo

2006-07-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

Went to the Zoo yesterday with the hall ppl. The last time i went to the Zoo was lik a freaking darn long time ago... about ten years ago i think!

I must say the Zoo has been thru quite a big transformation in this ten years. (duh.... wat doesn't?) The most noticable change is that there is a bigger array of animals. Instead of having Ah Meng, our fav orang utan as the main attraction, the Zoo now is the proud owner of white tigers, polar bear, hippos, rhinos.... and the list goes on.

At 1st i din expect to enjoy myself as i thought 'WTH! We are going to the zoo?!?!?!', but in the end its quite a nice trip. Watching a snake swallow a mouse is difinitely something new and its worth the 15 bucks we paid for the entrance fees. haha. Abit sick i must say but there were other fascinating things we saw. Like we were lucky enough to catch a horse and a carmel shitting, and we also saw an erected horse cock!! Craps and cocks aside, the zoo is really an interesting place.

Overall, its a nice thing going to the zoo. Its different from the normal things we do everyday, gyming, swimming, warring, playing soccer, slacking.... But i must admit that going to the zoo is damn SHAG!!! Guess i have fully converted myself back into a civilian after i have ORDed for 1.5 yrs. Walking under the sun for a few hours is a no no now. No zoo for me in the near future... haha.... Ben & Jerry's ice-cream at the zoo was great though and i dun mind just eating ice-cream there again!!!! HeEhee

Let's get ready to OUT, OUT, OUT!!!!

2006-07-05T12:39:00.000+08:00

The host Germany is now out too!! haha

Fucking win the all-mighty Argentina at least win the World Cup too la... lose to Italy... hai~~ should have jus let Argentina win the shoot-out and go on to be the World Champ!

My bias opinions aside, let us wait and see who will go out next! Will it be the senior citizens from France or the actors from Portugal??

OUT! OUt! Out! out!

2006-07-02T17:56:00.000+08:00

Brazil out!! - YEAH!

England out!! WooOOOooHOoOOOoo!!!!

Argentina out.... sad~~~

Which X-Men am I?

2006-07-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

You Are Storm

Exotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses.

Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene.

Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightning

Which of the X-Men Are You?

....but i prefer Wolverine leh...

How Boyish or Girlish Am I?

2006-07-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

So sad...

2006-07-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

Argentina lost to Germany on penalties.... what a lousy way to lose... Hai~~ damn wasted...

Shall wait for 4 more yrs.... I will be 26 by then!! OMFG!!!

NBS Senior Camp

2006-06-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

Got back from NBS senior camp today morning.

2 full days of FOC games and sharing of craps! Its like FOC all over again... but with abit more sleep, less the cheering and familiar faces.

The games were not bad, the company of friends was good and our 'circle of trust'-ing was GREAT!!

Looking forward to the actual FOC!!

WoooOOooOooHooOOoOOoo!!!! Off to Hall Senior Camp now!!!!

1st ponding in months

2006-06-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

The pond has been under utilized in the past months. So we jus ponded Qm for being too zai in war!!!

Beware people... the ponding season is here again!!!

"You Half I Half!!" = GONE FUCK!

2006-06-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

Drinking session at Rub's place last nite. Suddenly Rub and me started ta-ing with ppl and the "u half i half" thing. Be it gin, chivas, red wine, watever shit we jus down them like water. Vision started to blur and ability to remember stuff started to fade. Last few things i remembered was me puking at the toilet bowl, me puking on the cab and a plastic bag in my hand.

Its amazing how i found my way safely back to my bed and how i was able to wake at 9+ am to go for work. From some of the feed-backs i have gotten, i did not really do anything too ridiculous except for puking BIG time!!

WoOoHoooO!!!! Can't wait to drink again.

.... and while i was gone last nite, Argentina advances to the quarters!!! WoOOooOooHooOOOooooo times 10000!!!!

Amazing stuffs

2006-06-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

Some incredible things happened today...

1, We found the soccer ball (which out of my stupidity, rolled down the drain!) we lost yesterday. Qm, Rod and I were walking back to hall when Qm decided to try his luck and look into the hole which the ball rolled into. To his surprise it could be seen! ( we all tot it had rolled to the pond or something...) Then Rod wonder if the lid on the side walk can be opened. We tried and TaTa! The ball was there!!

2, Argentina - 6
Serbia & Montenegro - 0
WoOOooOooHooOOooOoo!!!!!

3, I and Rod just got back from buying cup noodles when we saw this creature:

What a day.... wonder if any of the above events are of any indications from Mr God....

World Cup so far

2006-06-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

Have been watching World Cup with Qm in hall for the past 2 days. Our hall gang are all either working or have moved home, so there are only the 2 of us left.

World Cup is great so far! Great matches played and many spectacular goals scored. I even won myself some money from SGpools!! Till this stage, this World Cup is definitely worth the 4 years wait.

Despite Brazil being the favorite to lift the cup again and become world champ, I am more concerned about another South American team. I am a loyal supportor of Argentina!! Even they have not been given the credit and respect they so much deserved in recent years, I am still one big fan. Hope they can do well this time round which will answer all their critics.

In about an hour time i will be watching WC again! Haha.. gonna support ourAsia very own Korea! GoGoGo!!!!

Nothing to blog abt....

2006-06-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

... cause i am busy watching WORLD CUP !!!

Results

2006-06-06T14:30:00.000+08:00

Results for exams are out. Not very good la, but thats what you get for studying last min. Carelessness didn't quite help either.

So for my 1st year, have gotten myself 8 Bs and a C for my core subjects.

hmmmm..... seriously don't mind an A. Haha...

Just for the record...

2006-06-02T02:28:00.000+08:00

Qm puked again!!!!!

Drinking session

2006-06-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

Just had a drink session with the hall peepz. Qm is damn drunk now! He has puked around 5 times.... and he is currently knocked out on Shujuan's bed.

I must admit that such drinking sessions are quite fun! Should have them more often.

Next week the only people in hall will be me, qm, sher, kj, rod and joy.... can have our very own drinking session again man.

Just for the record... qm puked again!!!!

WoOOoooOOOoHoooOOoooOoooo!!!!!

Advice

2006-06-01T05:38:00.000+08:00

An advice to some of my friends:

Learn to say "NO" and be a bitch sometimes. It will do you good.

Cultured me! Act only...

2006-05-31T15:44:00.000+08:00

Recently the hall people and i have kind of became more cultured. The things we do are like more and more classy.

One simple example will be the fact that we like to drink wine nowadays. Be it red or white wine, we somehow can make ourselves look damn pro drinking it. Shall post some pic when i get my hands on them. Its quite interesting how we evolved from drinking things like volka lime & pineapple malibu to powerful stuff lik martel & chivas to classy wine now. Guess thats one main thing NTU Hall 1 can bring you. Haahaaaa...

The games we play are also shifting to the more intellecture ones. We used to be whores for DOTA, but now, we indulge ourselves in games like TABOO! (WTF!?...LOL) Wherther is it a good example? You gotta decide yourselves.

A few of us are also determined to speak in a more sophisticated way. We decided not to use words that sound too rude and some thing along tht line. Currently, we are able to change a few words that are frequently used. One of them is the word 'SHIT'. This one is by me and i feel that the word 'FAECES' is a better word to use. So when u wanna say " You FUCKING piece of SHIT!" we shall now say "You FUCKING piece of FAECES!". Note that the word FUCK is not changed as we all feel that it is too great a word though it sound rude.

Thats it for now. Shall continue our quest on being more cultured!!!

Another Hard Gay wresting video!!!

2006-05-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

They should add him to the WWE roster... LOL!!

Best wrestling move ever!!!

2006-05-29T05:18:00.000+08:00

A thought

2006-05-28T03:50:00.000+08:00

A thought suddenly hit me:

Although i have many close friends and i am always able to get along well with new people i met, i do not have anyone that i feel i can really open myself to. Maybe i am too reserved when it comes to feelings. Or maybe i am too good an actor that people can't really tell how i feel.

Can't help it but feel kind of sad...

Something not many people know...

2006-05-28T03:30:00.000+08:00

It is nv easy to be the bad guy.

It is easy to smile and joke about it,
but what you feel inside is very hard to explain.

Not many people can truely understand this feeling....

... but i can.

Science fact

2006-05-26T15:03:00.001+08:00

Coldness causes things to contract.

Though i have learnt this since primary school but its recently, or on wed to be exact, that i found a perfect example to illustrate it. ( coldness can make one look slimmer )

Please refer to previous post....

Chilling on a Wed nite... or should i say FREEZING!

2006-05-25T16:12:00.000+08:00

Went to Eski Bar at Holland V with the hall ppl last nite. It was my first time there. Used to hear from friends that Eski Bar is not fun at all but last nite turned out kind of great. There were only us and, if i am not wrong, another 2 customers there. We were just entertaining ourselves the whole time. Competing to be the last one standing in the freeze room, playing 'Zong ji mi ma' with loser having to stay inside the freeze room for 2 min without jacket on, tasting our white wine and act like wine experts, taking photo with our camara phones and just randomly crapping around were great fun.

I think Eski Bar is a special place, as it somehow made Bao looked very chio! Especially inside the freeze room, with all the mist and the sud-zero temp spoiling our visions and brains. We all could not believe how damn great Bao looked inside the photos. She could not believe it either!! Haha.. Eski Bar beats photoshop everyday man!!... hehe. See it to believe it...

Truely AMAZING.... Even i, who usually give critics rather than compliments, have to say that Bao WAS damn chio!!!! hehe...

I think after last night, Eski Bar will be our new hang out man. Really don't mind going there again and "CHILL". Haha. But our 'Mr dedicated worker' Rub and 'Mr not-so-dedicated' Emos will be starting work soon. hmmm... still can go la! Whack!

After our hell-of-a-freezing time at Eski, we went down to Zouk. As 'Mr dedicated worker' say its his last night out for this holiday, (he claimed that he will be so damn dedicated when he start work that he dun want any late nights) we must make full use of it. Zouk was fun. Met other hall peepz there. Freaking party animals we are. Had lots of fun grinding ppl of the same gender, imitating mambo moves and not forgetting to look stupid.

Bao had already requested for another Mambo session next week.... duh...

On track

2006-05-23T12:30:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Healthy, happy, revitalized.

Recovered from both being sick and unlucky! SHIOK!
Fitness regime back on track. Mj luck is not bad too.

Times like this make me wanna shout "WoooOOOoOOooHoooOOoOOoo!!!!".
haha... yet to recover from being crazy though.

Cruel

2006-05-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

Some event last week made me realise that life is actually very cruel. Nearly every fuck thing in life are base on credits and u often need to meet certain standards. If you are unable to meet them, the consequence will be you being left on the chopping board, waiting to be slaughtered. Some lucky ones will escape, others will just be dumped, like thrash.

Sometimes what used to be enough may turn out to be not. Standards changes all the time, and the only constant thing perhaps is this fact.

Who to kick and who to keep? The decision all lies on a certain few. They usually claim that they so-called understand the situation. It will nv be easy to make such decisions, as the decision makers may have his or her own personal views. They have their own perferences, are bias against different things, and many other factors can influrence their decisions. Suddenly feel that things i learnt in OB are very true.

Even an individual decision maker can have double, triple, quadruple, whatever-ple (WTF!? Think u all should be able to get my point.) standards. Some people are more likable than others. Unfairness arises. This fact really cause me to feel very disappointed with human's nature. What can i or anyone do anything about it? The answer is nothing.

No matter how unfair all these can be, decisions have to be made somehow. Comparisons btw 2 or more people are inevitable. Then problems like 'who is more valuable than who?' come into the picture. I feel that this is really fucking sad when u need to ask question like that. Disagreements are normal. Some view talent as more important than attitude. Some think otherwise. Some fear that they have to answer for all the empty promises they made. Some even make decisions due to appearances.

One might say,"He might be able to get medals for us next yr!".

For me, I will say FUCK the medals man. What is so important abt medals anyway!?

Then again, all this will not be needed if all those so-called valuable people are able to meet the standards given by some unknown MoFos. I mean its just ironic if someone so damn indispensable cant even make the cut. Doesn't it means that this person is not so important and did not contribute that much after all?

After deciding all these shit and after those unlucky ones fuck off, who will feel sad or speak up or hold justice for them? No one i guess.... because it is a cruel world.

From all these, i learnt something. Be the SOB who make the decision. At least u can claim that you understand the situation. At least u yourself don't have to be slaughtered. At least u can be the one who decide if some stupid things like medals are important.

Beer tasting

2006-05-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

Went for some beer tasting jus now. Its somewhere near Holland V. All i have to do was to taste 4 different brands of beer, then do some survey on each of them and i got paid 25 bucks!

SHIOK man!!!

Free beer, easy survey, spent less than an hour there and i am 25 bucks richer!
Money hardly come as easy as that!

It feels good...

2006-05-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

It feels good when a friend trusted you and share with you how he feels.

It feels good when a friend shares a problem with you.

It feels good when you and your friends can speak your hearts.

It feels good to show concern for your friends and be appreciated.

It feels good when people take you seriously.

WoOoHooO FunFacts 101

2006-05-19T04:40:00.000+08:00

WoOoHooO FunFacts 101:
Hall people are lazy people!
Favourite pass-time = SLEEPZzzzzz.....

And i have the pictures to prove it!

tmy (standing also can sleep!)

Crankien (on sofa)

Knocked-out Bao

Emos (feeling comfy)

Joy majiam dead

Qm's roomie from hell!!! WTF!?

Cheers to the sleepy Hall Oners!!!

WoOOoOooOoHooOOoOoOoo!!!!!!!

Rotting...

2006-05-18T18:53:00.000+08:00

The time now is 6.58pm. Currently waiting for dinner time to come. Hall ppl wanna eat at 7.30pm. WTF man....

Life is extra meaninless when u are sick.....

Virus 1 - Me 0

2006-05-18T16:22:00.000+08:00

Current mood - feeling sick, feverish.

It really sucks man. Being sick and all. Training regime was disrupted as Qm was sick since mon afternoon and now when he is feeling better, more ppl, including me, fell sick.

Its like a long time ago since i last fell sick. Blame it on the weather or the lack of rest, whatever it is, being sick SUCKS.... super big time!

Usually ppl wun remember the time when they were sick unless its really serious. But i do remember this particular time when i was down with a high fever and she was there to take care of me. She cooked me porridge and fish and brought it to my home for me as i was too sick to buy my own food. Though i dunno if she cooked them herself or if her mum did it, i was really very touched at that time. I felt so blessed to have her. Then, i tot that she was the one as she had done so much for me during the time we were together. But well, i gave her up.

Now that i am sick, it makes me think about stuffs like that. Kind of miss those days when we were together. What if i did not give her up? Why did my feeling for her changed then? Guess these questions can nv be answered.

People might not notice, but i am actually quite an emotional person. I tear when i watch touchin movies and i like listening to love songs. Sound kinda gay i must say. I often try to hide it. Maybe wat ccc said is true, i am very reserved and dun show my true feelings easily. I feel that i do not truely understand myself as i often do not know wat i really want and explain the way i feel.

Maybe being sick makes me even extra emotional. How i wish someone can cook me porridge now. Hahaa. If some one do that i might jus fall in love with her(or him!). Wahahaaaa.....

Just crapping there, dun take it too seriously.

BEING SICK SUCKS!!!! BANG BALLS!!!! WooOOooOoooHooOOooOoo!!!!!!

Random thought of the day: I think the virus is attacking my brain and i am going mad.

Learnt something

2006-05-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

New phrase to use when confronting ppl before a fight in the middle of a street-soccer game:

"You wanna see my cock or not!?"

Haha... funny shit man!!!

Tree

2006-05-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

Once there was a giving tree who loved a little boy.
And everyday the boy would come to play
Swinging from the branches, sleeping in the shade
Laughing all the summer's hours away.

And so they love,
Oh, the tree was happy.
Oh, the tree was glad.

But soon the boy grew older and one day he came and said,
"Can you give me some money, tree, to buy something I've found?"
"I have no money," said the tree, "Just apples, twigs and leaves."
"But you can take my apples, boy, and sell them in the town."

And so he did and
Oh, the tree was happy.
Oh, the tree was glad.

But soon again the boy came back and he said to the tree,
"I'm now a man and I must have a house that's all my home."
"I can't give you a house" he said, "The forest is my house."
"But you may cut my branches off and build yourself a home"

And so he did and
Oh, the tree was happy.
Oh, the tree was glad.

And time went by and the boy came back with sadness in his eyes.
"My life has turned so cold," he says, "and I need sunny days."
"I've nothing but my trunk," he says,
"But you can cut it down
And build yourself a boat and sail away."

And so he did and
Oh, the tree was happy.
Oh, the tree was glad.

And after years the boy came back, both of them were old.
"I really cannot help you if you ask for another gift."
"I'm nothing but an old stump now. I'm sorry but I've nothing more to give"
"I do not need very much now, just a quiet place to rest,"
The boy, he whispered, with a weary smile.
"Well", said the tree, "An old stump is still good for that."
"Come, boy", he said, "Sit down, sit down and rest a while."

And so he did and
Oh, the tree was happy.
Oh, the tree was glad.

I have found people who were willing to be my tree.

But i gave them up.

When will it be my turn to be someone else's tree?

Homies in hall

2006-05-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

Beatrice, CCC, Rub & Rod
Homie Qm
Me, Kj, Hong, Emos, Qm
Anna, Joy, Bao, Rem
That's all for now. Shall post more pics next time.

High or Low?

2006-05-15T13:25:00.000+08:00

I did post eariler saying that my life has been quite eventful. Hmmm... guess its pretty true.

Suddenly remember something one of my friends once said to me. When i told her that i have some real bad experiences in the past, she said that i was jus going through a low period of my life and things can only get better. What she said kind of made me reflect a little. Maybe what she said is right. I agree that everyone goes thru high and low periods. Sadly, i think i have more lows then highs.

Well... guess i can't blame anyone la. Just gotta accept my fate.

So am i on a high or on a low now?
Hmmmmm.....

A high? I think so la. At least higher den those low times... Whatever la!!!

bored...

2006-05-15T13:17:00.000+08:00

Went to the gym with my hall homies in the morning.

Warred once after our lunch.

Everyone is napping now i guess.

Likely to War again when they wake.

Dinner.... War.... Rot....

Tmr same damn routine again.... but maybe going for a swim instead of gym.

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Hai~~ Y is life so boring!? Freak man!

3rd week

2006-05-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Back in hall again.

Tmr will be the start of the 3rd week of my training regime. Homie QM and i are quite determined to get fit in time for the coming FOC so that we can show off a bit. Haha.

1 yr in NTU has made me real weak man. I no longer can run as fast as i wanted, carry as much weight as i desired and sometimes when i look into the mirror i feel kind of disgusted with my flabby frame. Well that gave me the motivation to get back in shape again. WooooooHoooooooo!!! Can also take my ippt by the end of the holidays too, so i guess its killing 2 birds with one stone.

Morale is still high for homie QM and me and we also inspired few others to get healthy. Power!!

Haha... hope can post some hot bods of us soon here.

Random thought of the day: Life is boring.....