Monday, May 22, 2006

Cruel

Some event last week made me realise that life is actually very cruel. Nearly every fuck thing in life are base on credits and u often need to meet certain standards. If you are unable to meet them, the consequence will be you being left on the chopping board, waiting to be slaughtered. Some lucky ones will escape, others will just be dumped, like thrash.

Sometimes what used to be enough may turn out to be not. Standards changes all the time, and the only constant thing perhaps is this fact.

Who to kick and who to keep? The decision all lies on a certain few. They usually claim that they so-called understand the situation. It will nv be easy to make such decisions, as the decision makers may have his or her own personal views. They have their own perferences, are bias against different things, and many other factors can influrence their decisions. Suddenly feel that things i learnt in OB are very true.

Even an individual decision maker can have double, triple, quadruple, whatever-ple (WTF!? Think u all should be able to get my point.) standards. Some people are more likable than others. Unfairness arises. This fact really cause me to feel very disappointed with human's nature. What can i or anyone do anything about it? The answer is nothing.

No matter how unfair all these can be, decisions have to be made somehow. Comparisons btw 2 or more people are inevitable. Then problems like 'who is more valuable than who?' come into the picture. I feel that this is really fucking sad when u need to ask question like that. Disagreements are normal. Some view talent as more important than attitude. Some think otherwise. Some fear that they have to answer for all the empty promises they made. Some even make decisions due to appearances.

One might say,"He might be able to get medals for us next yr!".

For me, I will say FUCK the medals man. What is so important abt medals anyway!?

Then again, all this will not be needed if all those so-called valuable people are able to meet the standards given by some unknown MoFos. I mean its just ironic if someone so damn indispensable cant even make the cut. Doesn't it means that this person is not so important and did not contribute that much after all?

After deciding all these shit and after those unlucky ones fuck off, who will feel sad or speak up or hold justice for them? No one i guess.... because it is a cruel world.

From all these, i learnt something. Be the SOB who make the decision. At least u can claim that you understand the situation. At least u yourself don't have to be slaughtered. At least u can be the one who decide if some stupid things like medals are important.

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