What unhappiness can do to you
I just weighted myself..... and i lost around 3kg.
Damn shitty man.
Very Important
Do not make any mistakes. Some of them can affect you for life.
Pathetic
People who blog about how they feel and how life sucks are pathetic.
I personify the word pathetic.
Nightmare
Why am i writing this even when i know that u will read it? Maybe it is just a way to vent my frustration.
You were implying that i do not have a heart. I really hope that i don't. Then it won't be hurting so much now. It is the first time i am feeling this way. The very first time getting really hurt. I have nv seen this side of myself, i didn't know this side of me existed.
You said that many people cared, but whats important is that i don't care abt them. I only cared abt you.
All these are driving me crazy. I can't fucking get all the images out of my head. 2 years.... alot had happened, and i can only blame myself.
I don't even have the right to feel angry. I am really hopeless.
I pray for this nightmare to end. I pray for someone who can show me the lights.
But for the time being..... just let me suffer in silence.